So long, farewell, auf weidersehn good bye.

Well- I am just done packing for the third time (do you know how hard it is to pack) I always use to enjoy it but I think that was because I used to sit and talk to Mum while she packed- doing it your self is a whole different kettle of fish.. How I have managed to accumulate so much stuff over just four month is beyond me but It Is all now (fingers crossed) in the suitcases. It seems only right that I should finish this blog with a reflection on what it has been like over here and of course the thank you’s. I know many of you back home, and over here too who read it will probably be thinking how happy I am to be heading home- and it is true, I am looking forward to getting home and seeing you all, yet in true Emma style I am now quite settled and it will be very strange and sad to say goodbye to this place, and not just the place but also the people. I think Sarah commented on it in her blog entry but it has been the people that have made this experience so fantastic and special. I will treasure these experiences and memories forever and despite how hard it may have been at times, I wouldn’t have swapped these four months for anything. I have found so much out about me and I think, well I know- it has started a process which I will continue when I get back and am truly excitedoi- although maybe a little sacred too, of finding out who I truly am. I feel it will be very strange for me and especially my Mum and Dad- yes that is you two I am talking about, I left Penkridge and they said good bye to their little girl and in a couple of days they are going to be saying hello to a woman. I have grown so much over these four months (and not just in dress size) that although home hasn’t changed I have- and that doesn’t mean I wont belong back home- it just means I will have a different place- and I am very excited to take that on.
Now for the thank you’s and where do I start, it hardly seems enough that little word but here goes. Well I think I must start with all those who have been praying for me while I have been over here- I truly couldn’t have done this without them, a special thank you to Jan and John- you have followed my every adventure by my blog entries and have sent me so many encouraging texts and even managed to comment on my blog- I am truly grateful and I need you to know that it has meant so much to me. Thank you to David and Karen- your wonderful advice and support has been cherished immensely and I am very excited about getting back and joining you again for searchers- Thank you. Of course my family- thank you, Dad your emails have been wonderful, you have kept me laughing even over here and your advice and support has, as always, meant more than words can say, Mum thank you for you prayers and all the msn chats- you really did get the hang of it despite the little hiccups at the beginning- and as always you were there to talk when I needed you- see even water can’t stop us talking or you Laura and Jess- thank you for your emails and comments on my blog and msn chats- they have all kept me going and cheered me up when I was stressed with work etc- you are both stars. A big thank you to the Nan’s and Poppops of the family- the care packages have been wonderful- I think they have kept the whole England crew going and a thank you to all of you who have taken the time to write to me, emails, letters texts. Thank you. Finally thank you to all those of you who have been here with me- you have truly helped make this experience what it has been. Fantastic!
I am quite aware that this sounds very much like something you would read on the back cover of a cd- “thank you for this and I couldn’t have done it without”, but it is true- and I need you all to know how much I appreciate you following my adventure over here and if I have left any of you out then I am truly sorry and thank you.
Well I best stop typing otherwise you will still be reading this when I get back. I am off to New York on Sat, which I am very excited about, and one last wonder around Keene tomorrow and then Tuesday I will be back in the UK. I am looking forward to seeing you all very soon and catching up with you. Take care and see you soon.
Em J
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